i feel as if my life  has fallen apart in to many piceces....... but those pieces are slowly coming back together into a new me and im kinda liking it....thehehhehhe

it just seem that everyone is in a relationship but me... and like in a way its kewl cause ive had a lot of alone time to figure things out about myself....and im trying to work on my flaws... today my first day of my senior year and like i had all this talk that ima live it out to the fullest and that ima get drunk get high and blah blah blah but now that i went to school i wanna throw that bs out the window.... yes i wanna party and live it up to the fullest but i also wanna use this year to learn me and who i am and see what i am capilble of doing...... so im pretty excited  hhahaha ok im done

dude i miss my cousin like i know shes happy but i feel she has no time for me.....  i mean its all about her boyfriend 24/7 ..... i guess thats leaving room for me to make new friends..... but i dunno it just sucks